"At a loss for words" is a common human predicament. "Words fail me." Been there? Images move, but they are so imprecise. They're mushy. Words convey truth, but consistently disappoint. Still, one has to try....
How Shall I Say It?
December 3, 2008
The descent to words - those clumsy and inflexible bricks - is like trying to play the Missa Solemnis on a mouth-organ, or to dance the Mazurka with no legs.
A lifetime at the task but serves to make it seem the more impossible; truth in words at best attaining only meaning, beauty only elegance, and strength no more than shock.
A daddy-long-legs struggling to climb out of a bath, or a mole diligently throwing up his heap of useless earth - so the artificer of words.
Every spiritual harvest has, like Augustine's and Monica's, to be left behind, ungarnered; there is always the desolating return to the sound of words which begin and end when what they have to say has neither ending nor beginning.
Happy the dumb who cannot be mocked by what they say; the illiterates who cannot be cheated by what they read, or cheat others with what they write!
George Herbert in his DEDICATION referred to his poems as his "first-fruits, and he presented them to the Lord in his first line. In the second line he says, in effect, "actually, Lord, they came from you in the first place, they're yours already. I'm just giving them back."
He then holds up the goal of striving to use words for the Kingdom, words that "sing best thy name."
The next line is a request. Bring those people to discover my poems who "shall make a gain." In other words, who will be helped by what I write. And then, almost as an aside, he has one more request. Lord, if the reader "shall hurt themselves or me," then keep them away.
Lord, my first fruits present themselves to thee;
Yet not mine neither: for from thee they came,
And must return. Accept of them and me,
And make us strive, who shall sing best thy name.
Turn their eyes hither, who shall make a gain:
Theirs, who shall hurt themselves or me, refrain.
THE DEDICATION George Herbert